Vague...literally...

Hah...so it seems that my giant of an ego is dying. Sorry to injure you but it was necessary. You have to die some day. Sorry that it had been so soon. The 2 years we spent together were great. You were great at first...and I simply loved having you by my side. Soon, however, you began to take advantage of me. I got ruined last year and it was your fault. I shouldn't have let you in with me in the first place. So, rest in peace my love, rest in peace.

Strange how I got so narcissistic. I still am, am I not? I'm talking about myself aren't I? Failures and nightmare moments are important(at least for the fool, which I no doubt am)...they bring across to you the realization that you've thought too much of yourself, that you have viewed others unlike you too one-sidedly, that you've been a God-damn hypocrite when you thought you were the fairest of them all. Ah, I have to talk to myself a lot more. Adeeb, get a grip on yourself! Going stir crazy...normal again...crazy...normal...crazy...normal...

Thats the darn problem with all of us. Looking at the Goddamn surface all the damn time. Are we meant to be like this? I don't thing so...Got to break free...feel the freedom of the open skies...soar above like never before...feel the exhilaration of soaring...up...up...up...up...look at the ground...what you never thought existed exists...your perspective is so frigging novel...everything connecting together...how wonderful...

Distractions are really irritating. Strange though, how something so irritating is so darn enticing.

I have to focus on gaining knowledge and understanding the mind of God. Everything else is secondary...25519 522514 251521 1325 45118, 522514 251521...

The ruling class is fighting against truth and knowledge...we have to do something about it or we're going to vanish...knowledge will vanish...