RESULT TROUBLES

Sorry for posting late. My 8 YEAR OLD COMPUTER had some problems. I got back my results on Friday have a look:

English - B4
Mathematics - B4 (WORST SHOWING)
Geography - B3
Visual Art - B4
Science - A2(sniff sniff)
Average:65%

One word to describe my results: TERRIBLE. Looks like i will have work a lot harder if I want to get a 9 subject combination and be the top 3 in the class.

I know that it is very possible for me to do very well but for some reason, I can't seem to study probably because I'm quite lazy. I am a person who aims unrealistically high and always wanting to be at the top. Whenever someone else does well and I do badly, I get this strange feeling in my ears and I get frustrated. I just can't stand it if I'm not at the top. I know that this sounds really selfish of me but that's how I feel and I can't change it.

My goals are really high and may seem impossible. I aim to get into a nine subject combination class, get 9 A1s and be one of the top students for the o levels in Singapore. I aim to get into VJC, be first in the A* talent search for science and get 7 to 9 distinctions in my A levels again being the top few in Singapore. Then I aim get a National Science Scholarship and study Biochemistry or Genetics at the University of Cambridge and graduate as First Class with Honours.

Then, I will pursue my PhD at Harvard or Stanford and get the Best Thesis Award and publish lots of papers. I aim to discover the deepest secrets of the gene and win the Nobel Prize and become a more important scientist than Einstein and on top of that all I hope to be a very good Muslim. All that seems really impossible doesn't but I really want to accomplish them. So whatever happen I will remain confident of my abilities and aim be the best that I can be. Remember, the sky is the limit.