The sun is shining brightly

Best day of the week so far. Today was not really an eventful day but it really did make me smile. We started with a new chapter for Maths today which is the last one before revision. Not hard really, in fact, it was very comprehensible. PE was pretty good too for the first time, I felt energy and the yellow feeling all around my body. My favourite was Music we used the Boomwackers too create some music. It was really fun.

I suppose I was a good guy too. None of my classmates were angry with me and I had a good chat with Zaki, Husain, Marcus and the rest. We nominated ourselves for the PSL since none of us were nominated by our form teacher. I know I am not a good leader and I cannot even handle my own problems but I know that there is a hidden gem in all of us and we have to unleash it before it is too late.

I have come up with a revision scheme too. I shall practise and revise for 2 hours on weekdays and 4 hours on weekends. It is not too demanding and it allows me to have free time too. Soon, this little fat retard shall climb the highest peaks and join the ranks of the top few. But of course, I wish everyone success in their climbs and conquests. It is best to have failed against an worthy opponent than to have won with no hindrance at all.

I hope friendships passes through our blood to our various organs and hatred diffuses through our capillaries and gets removed as a waste product. May everyone succeed in whatever good that they do.

RESULT TROUBLES

Sorry for posting late. My 8 YEAR OLD COMPUTER had some problems. I got back my results on Friday have a look:

English - B4
Mathematics - B4 (WORST SHOWING)
Geography - B3
Visual Art - B4
Science - A2(sniff sniff)
Average:65%

One word to describe my results: TERRIBLE. Looks like i will have work a lot harder if I want to get a 9 subject combination and be the top 3 in the class.

I know that it is very possible for me to do very well but for some reason, I can't seem to study probably because I'm quite lazy. I am a person who aims unrealistically high and always wanting to be at the top. Whenever someone else does well and I do badly, I get this strange feeling in my ears and I get frustrated. I just can't stand it if I'm not at the top. I know that this sounds really selfish of me but that's how I feel and I can't change it.

My goals are really high and may seem impossible. I aim to get into a nine subject combination class, get 9 A1s and be one of the top students for the o levels in Singapore. I aim to get into VJC, be first in the A* talent search for science and get 7 to 9 distinctions in my A levels again being the top few in Singapore. Then I aim get a National Science Scholarship and study Biochemistry or Genetics at the University of Cambridge and graduate as First Class with Honours.

Then, I will pursue my PhD at Harvard or Stanford and get the Best Thesis Award and publish lots of papers. I aim to discover the deepest secrets of the gene and win the Nobel Prize and become a more important scientist than Einstein and on top of that all I hope to be a very good Muslim. All that seems really impossible doesn't but I really want to accomplish them. So whatever happen I will remain confident of my abilities and aim be the best that I can be. Remember, the sky is the limit.