This year has been a very "revolutionary" year for me...firstly, my opinions got a lot stronger and my views changed a lot as well...I learn't that things aren't always what they seem...in many ways than one... and then, there was that "outburst" of a certain emotion that I shall not elaborate on... and the last change is the one that came hardly a month ago and the one that I treasure a lot right now and I will continue to do so in the future...well...its my love for physics and math...HELL YEAH!!!...I realized that to be a theoretical physicist and to progress the search for the ultimate laws of the universe is my "calling"...I AM SO FRIGGING GLAD THAT THIS CHANGE CAME... my only regret is that it didn't happen earlier...
So lets see...what am I gonna to during this long break?...well there is so much to do that there isn't even enough time for me to go on typing but I shall continue to do so anyway...opportunity cost...well...i'm gonna engulf myself in the world of single-variable calculus (maybe multi-variable as well) and physics...wee...there's so much to do...but so little time...you know what?... IM ALREADY FUCKING 15 YEARS OLD!!!...I DO NOT HAVE MUCH FUCKING TIME ON MY HANDS TO COMPLETE MY FUCKING "STUDIES"...IM GONNA FUCKING DIE IN A COUPLE OF YEARS TIME...SO IM GONNA FUCKING MAKE USE OF WHATEVER FUCKING TIME I HAVE TO UNDERSTANDING THE LAWS OF GOD AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE...SO ALL I WANNA SAY NOW IS HOLY FUCKING SHIT...alright that was enough...now, that reminds me...what the hell is time exactly...if the laws of God didn't exist, THERE WOULD BE NO FUCKING TIME OR SPACE...btw, the laws of God is the same thing as the laws of physics in case you thought otherwise...
Sorry for the vulgar disturbances but well...sorry anyway...I believe that everything is this universe has an answer and I wanna be part of the team of theoretical physicists who are searching for those answers...i may die searching for the answers but not really finding them but... i wanna at least try...giving up without trying is just...well...giving up. That's why i believe that we should keep asking questions...because...all the questions have an answer to them...there may be more than one answer for that specific questions but at the end of the day, all the different answers are actually different perspective of the same answer...so...well...just keep asking and trying to find the answers...
The title of the post is Quantum mechanics...it may sounds unrelated but it is...everything is related...if you know why, remember that your answer is actually part of an even bigger answer...anyway...i hope God will lead me in the right path..."The important thing is to not stop questioning. Curiosity has its own reason for existing." - Albert Einstein (14 March 1879 - 18 April 1955)
