STRANGE...

Haha...lets see...where shall i start?...ahah...lets start with the changes...changes?...what changes?...things change all the time anyway...things never stay the same...so you cant jump into the same river twice...wee...thats refreshing...specially if the water was frigging cold...cold?...can we classify something as cold or hot?...like i could say that the weather is hot and say that its hot when i touch boiling water...not exactly the same thing eh?...

Anyway...i am confused...weeks ago i thought i wanted to be psychologist...but now?...i wanna be a theoretical physicist...haha...maybe tomorrow i'ld wanna be a psychotic serial killer...its possible... anything is...physics is a beautiful thing...ITS EVERYWHERE...so mysterious and psychotic...YEAH!!!...like without God, there would be no math...without math, no physics...without physics, no chemistry...without chemistry, no biology...without biology, no humans and other life...without humans, no art...without art, no politics...without politics, no civilization...no civilization, no technology...no technology, no weapons...and so on....its a really long list but i think it probably ends with global apocalypse...

Math is fun (at least i think that way), and physics is more fun...cuz its applied math...wee...I LOVE PHYSICS!!!...it has more impact than the other sciences (thats what i think)...anyway...sometimes i feel like telling this to that NORMAL guy looking at me...Go away...look at your nose or something...never saw a social reject before?...haha...im SOCIALLY RETARTED...WEE...at least you are not...haha...physics is fun...if you admire it...and understand it...REVELATION!...finally i know why i didnt do well for physics...i despised it...but now...I FRIGGING LOVE IT...THANK GOD THERE IS PHYSICS...

So will i turn into a goody goody?...NO...TO BE A PHYSICIST ONE HAS TO BE SKEPTICAL AND REBELLIOUS...you have to challenge what has been a "fact" for centuries...not like those goodies who accept every shit that comes in their way...and mug frigging hard for it for the sake of EXAMS!!!...(no references made to anyone in specific)

There is no "fact"...they are all ideas...ideas that can be changed by anyone who thinks outside the box...like how einstein challenged newtons' ideas that was considered a "fact"...by society...who knows?...maybe there will be someone who will challenge einsteins' ideas one day...the world has to stop following blindly and start thinking...haha...its ok...i suck too...

The universe is so mysterious and beautiful...i hope physics helps understand them...WEE...btw, MARVEL COMICS ROCK!!!...and give yourself a break from the computer at times...i know how stiff your back becomes after staring at the screen for 14 hours...still havent recovered...cant walk properly anymore...haha...

ANNIHILATION!!!...

This is the recovery phase. Any disturbances will cause me to revert to my former self. My new self is under construction...kind of a mix between my two former selfs. Im gonna pounce the world with my beliefs, and to do that, i need to establish my scientific career first. So...in the future, im gonna be in the lab for 16 hours a day, 100 hours a week. I'll have to work frigging hard to publish my papers and then, im gonna show the world how they got brainwashed and how capitalism is destroying the world. I dont give a damn if i get jailed because of that cuz im entitled to my own beliefs and those people cant turn me into another robot doing what they want me to do. I'll fight till the end, for the rights of the people on this earth. They should really remind themselves that they are another member of the human population and they have got no rights to control another human. Come to think of it, the fact that we are given money to do our work really kills any interest present in the work we are doing cuz after you receive a lot of money for something, you'll only want more...and more. So, if money was abolished and people did their work out of their own interest, alot of greed and destruction in this world would go away and the world would be a better to live in. Money's really a piece of metal or paper, its not gonna follow you after you die, so its kinda stupid how some people wanna protect their money so much or wanna have lots of money in their hands. Its really very stupid...very...very.

Today's the first of september and tomorrow's the 64th anniversary of the end of WW2 and today's the 70th anniversary of the start of WW2. Many people thought that world peace would sweep the world and wars would cease to exist...but look at the world now, so many people killing each other. Nations building nuclear weapons, dudes bombing places all over the world. Im telling you, if this continues, the world's gonna go...poof! Anyway, i'll do my bit for the world and die when the time comes...Green Day's pretty cool...14552...