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Time wraps us all and makes us move through it without us realising it. Can time really be measured? Maybe...maybe not. The measurement of time is after all introduced to us by other humans to increase productivity and manage ourselves in a systematic manner. But could time be a blanket that covers our eyes from seeing what lays before us. So, i wonder, does time exist in the other world? Frankly, i think that the problems we face are pretty simple to unravel but we tent to go about solving it the long way, some of us getting lost eventually, always to have that problem bugging us for the rest of our lives. Just live a math question...just that I've greater ease solving math problems than problems in the real world.

Seems strange doesn't it. Karthik left Singapore 1.5 years ago. Now, it seems that he is greatly wanted in America. People hang out with him, get "turned on" by him and he's got 516 friends in facebook. I mean, WTH! This guy was frigging bullied in sec 1. Few guys liked him, and now, its like people are actually wanting to be with him. Total opposite for me though, people used to hate me but now they hate me more...must be the stuff i've been listening to...It used to bug me but it doesn't anymore. I just wanna stand up for what i believe in and do my research. I pray to God that even if He doesn't want me to be with her, He will let me do my research and be a good guy walking in His path to Heaven. I really wanna experience the other world...i just hope God will let me be a renowned Neuron/Cognitive/Experimental Psychologist even if the other "thing" doesn't work out.

I used to laugh when people said that tears flow from your eyes when you see something extremely beautiful. But now i know. Man, these emotions are frigging tearing me up from within. Books are a lovely companion at times like this, so are computer games. You can get lost in them and forget about everything else. Looks like I'll be needing a lot more books for sometime.14552...YEAH!!!...

119 DAYS LATER...

Lets see...the last time i posted was on the 22nd april 2009 and before that was on the 20th april 2009. Both posts were written after a great change occured in my life...9 and 7 day later respectively...so...i hadnt been posting for a long time...why?...well...there are many reasons and the answer is slightly complicated...mainly because i didnt feel commited to activity and my life went through a major change...hence i was emm...occupied...with other things. But now i have come close to my pre 13-04-09 lifestyle. Although 8518 remains deep inside me, i have chosen to focus on my intellectual development...something that gives me tremendous joy, something close to what 8518 gives. Therefore, since last saturday, i have been reading heavily on topics ranging from philosophy to psychology to particle physics to political science. The last topic is something that i did not really pay close attention to till a guy from sec 4 introduced me to it. Now, i consider myself to be an Anarchist. My views are very liberal and left wing in nature and im proud of that. I mean, seriously, why are we letting people run our lives? This is OUR lives anno one but God and ourselves can tell us what to do. We are NOT a bunch of programmed robots, we are human beings with the highest intellectual capabilities on the planet. All humans are equal so why should another human control us. For Gods sake, The Quran discourages you from doing certain things, God dosent ban you from doing it...because we as humans have the right to choose and we have to face the consequences of our actions. So, if God lets you choose, what bloody right do ordinary humans have to restrict you from doing something. Really, we should spend time thinking about all these instead of blindly following what the "authorities" tells us to do. These are my views, so if you feel offended by them or feel that my opinions are "wrong", feel free to express it...Really, the world will be a better place if people can spend some time thinking about issues like these...im 14552...